Untitled.

Life is… weird. I haven’t been all that productive over the weekends especially with F1 in town, okay, more like on my TV. Although Vettel, Sebastian won, Lewis Hamilton will always be number 1 to me. I admired his determination and perseverance which was evident throughout the race.

Is freedom a feeling? If it is, I think this photo best describes it. The liberty of possibly floating away with the ballons (hypothetically), or keeping your feet rooted to the ground. Running into the sun, casting a shadow and just… running.

My neighbour and long-time friend is home… for a week. I was pretty upset that I missed him when he came back while I was in the US. He is a soon-to-be medical legend! LOL. I am going to attempt to snap a photo of him.

Okay enough slacking. BACK TO WORK!

Goodnight world.

Polar ends of a spectrum.

I have to conclude that studying at home is definitely not productive, but I have been getting slightly better at disciplining myself. This is one of the few distractions of the day. I love taking out the time to talk to myself on cyberspace. Uh-oh I sound like some psycho. I have been spending slightly too much time shopping online. ASOS!

You’re a melody
I hear, I feel, I yearn
But can’t grasp.

Because we would never be here again, right this moment, doing what we are doing or ought to be doing. This are, but true words of a dreamer.
Me.

Then again,

All hardwork bring profit, but mere talk leads to poverty     – Proverbs 14:23

Lord, give me the strength to go after what I should.

Good night world.

Sketchy.

Not everything can turn out the way we envision. People fail, but God doesn’t. Place your hope and your investments in the right basket – God.

You speak to my soul.

Will God give me a second shot? Nueva York? England?

Good night world

Pretentious

I have been swimming in my piles of lecture notes and textbooks lately. The semester are getting anything better. Projects and mid-terms are pretty intensive. One of the finance mid-term is 2.5 hours. Gunned down one mid-term yesterday, which unfortunately is a mere simplified prelude (and a potential gpa detriment) to the impending finals that can possibly slaughter some of the brightest minds across the accounting faculty.

True story.

Let go what you have to and you can jump and reach for the stars. (Okay maybe some balloons will help haha)

The joy of the Lord is your strength – Nehemiah 8:10

Good morning love

Silent thoughts.

I got distracted 5 times the whole day! Sigh. Quite disappointed with myself because I was suppose to study the whole day.I managed to cover quite a far bit, though I had to miss the revival meeting my cell group attended.

I think it is amazing how God places people in our lives.

Am I a boring person?

Sometimes in life you just need to bask in the sun and run your toes through the soil.

Wish I could be a swan too.

Goodnight world. zz

 

To serve.

Met my cell group leader for lunch. She shared with me her experience about finding a job and it was really a great source of encouragement that it is in God’s hands. Its amazing how God provides advice and encouragement

I pass Jonk her gummies that she has been pining for since… last week haha. Strawberry and cream squiggly worms.

I live each day knowing that I have treasured yesterday. Don’t spend time being upset, rid yourself with anxiety and burden yourself with the troubles of tomorrow. (At the same time, don’t be a slacker =P)

Therefore, do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.          – Matthew 6:34

How dainty is this? Wish I could be that dainty. haha.

Goodnight world.

 

Cracked.

Had a terrible headache last night. I am confident it was mainly attributed to school. haha.

I really have to get those job applications done, especially for the banks because the deadline is nearing. Will get it done by this weekend.

I can finally say, I am enjoying the final year of SMU and I thank God for all the friends I have made (despite not being in school most of the time haha).

Best memory of 2011: Playing Canon in D (actually in C haha.) on the piano with Mindy on the violin, in Pennsylvannia.

If everyday lived, is a day diminished in your life, choose to be happy. If you encounter difficulty in being happy, ask God.

haha. Yayness to weirdness.

And we know that in all things, God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.          – Romans 8:28

Do you know what God’s purpose is for you? Are you willing to accept his call?

Lazy bones.

Okay. I got to admit I am really lazy to go down and do that reasoning test tomorrow. But I shall drag myself down none the less. Its a probability 0.05 that I would even get to the next round. Its not 0 because I am going to take the test. I am just using it as a practice before I do the aptitude tests for all the banks haha. I just did the easy exercise provided on their website and got 3 wrong. Seriously. Clearly I need more practice for a perfect score. I was praying over whether I should even go for the test because I had to invest close to a day to write up some questions they posted. I don’t think this is the right company for me (and no its not because my mother told me that their top management are satanist), but I think every opportunity should be viewed as an opportunity from God. And I believe there is no harm to going down and taking that horrid test.

My favorite Which reminds me, I need to get another bottle.

Hi, I am weird.

Cast all your anxiety on Him, because He cares for you. – 1 Peter 5:7

Goodnight world.

Note to self

I have to stop getting burnt (metaphorically).

God may just provide something or someone even better than what I yearn for but I can’t have. Note to self – patience.

I’ll pray you’ll be our eyes
And watch us as we go
And help us to be wise
In times that we don’t know

Let this be a prayer
When we lose our way…
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
To a place where we’ll be safe     - The Prayer

Sigh

Goodnight world.

 

Upside down

Saturday night. I am so glad I woke up this morning and the pain is gone Fortunately I lost myself an excuse not to do accounting theory (a.k.a accounting thought and practice) readings.

No prizes for guess which company this ad belongs to. haha.

 

And no matter where life takes me to- dreams broken or bestowed upon me, hopes raised or dashed abruptly, I’ll remember God’s promises.

“When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; And through the rivers, they will not overflow you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be scorched, Nor will the flame burn you.”       -Isaiah 43:2